Posted by ErikaPhoenix on Jan 02, 2024
What's all this then?
Looks like there's big things in the works..... I am making a choice to commit to making something that gives me room to grow while also expressing myself in all the disciplines of creativity I love: a little bit of performance, a heck of a lot of art, and messing around with stuff until I bend technology to my will.
I have a feeling that what I want will take awhile to set up, but hopefully I have people who have my back who will stick around to see something start from the smallest seed and grow into something that I hope can help me express all the things I want and need to express.
I am trying to tell myself that creativity is never a waste of time and that this creative work is just as much work as anything else. Hopefully I will have something to share over on twitch soon, but I am giving myself grace and not setting up any time restrictions that will hinder my progress. I always get in my own way and am devastated when I don't make a deadline that I've set for myself and I know I need to be more gentle and let things happen when they are ready. I am trying to relate my work to starting a garden and starting with the smallest seed.
If you are curious and want to see what is coming, please follow me over at twitch.tv/erikamightbebees.
Thank you so much for your support and I will try to put some drafts and write a little bit about my experience for my supporters. Many hugs and I hope your year is off to a lovely start full of hope. x