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HAVING A HEART COSTS YOU. [ this is NOT the title of this poem. this poem has no title. ]

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every evening i
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i once touched a tree with charred limbs

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Monday Motivation! #016

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just fucking suck it up

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[secret] 12 suns ago

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Monday Motivation! Lucky #013

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when i turned 26 years old in a psych prison, a man who had drank a gallon of bleach told me that i'm beautiful

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七夕

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are you a "recovering people-pleaser"?

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idk, i've been holding onto these draft notes for a while:

- "recovering people-pleaser" to "everybody's toxic + my peace is most important" pipeline, lol

- "recovering people-pleaser" to "boundaries i don't owe anybody anything" pipeline

Those are just some of my thoughts on it. I will expand more later. Take care!

 

Monday Motivation! #010

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What do you feel <=> think is the psychic damage that *you* suffer when you hurt another human being?

survivor-centered justice, not abuse apologism!

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You can only ever completely trust what you yourself experience directly.

Not what other people TELL you to believe.

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FIRE

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you tried to burn me alive

but instead

you taught me

how to invent

a new kind of fire

 

POWER

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What you choose to do & say will always impact other human beings. Your choices even impact human beings you don't know.

It's also your choice what to do with your awareness of this fact.

Monday Motivation! Lucky #007

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[secret] my life goal

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capitalism is the opposite of love.

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love is the opposite of capitalism.

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do you have adhd?

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protect your peace

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ἐλεγείᾱ

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Nice Justice System You Got There...

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TRUTH HURTS BUT IS NOT HARM.

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morning thoughts, 2023.03.16.

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but what exactly *is* saneism?

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[] MARCH 8TH, 2020

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AMATEUR

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NOBODY LOVES ME

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WHO GETS TO BE SEEN AS "LOVEABLE" & CAREABOUTABLE IN A SANEIST, ABLEIST, CIS-HETERO-PATRIARCHAL, WHITE SUPREMACIST, CAPITALIST SOCIETY?

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[SECRET] ONE POEM

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"WE SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE SIGNS." I CARRY MY SIGN WITH ME EVERYWHERE. IT DOESN'T MAKE ANYBODY TREAT ME ANY BETTER.

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Loss 2?.txt

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the feeling of loss is there.
like something is missing.
something you didn't even miss
or really think about consciously
when you had it.

 

— 2021 february 9, 1:06am

2013.02.06.

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[SECRET PREVIEW] TO NON-INSANE "ABOLITIONISTS"

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HERE. HERE IS WHERE THE PAIN IS.

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I WANT TO BE A WHITE GIRL [2017]

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meritocracy isn't real

Posted by s on Jan 28, 2023

i wrote this a little over a year ago. it's just as relevant as ever.

i really wish ableists=eugenicists would just shut the fuck up, & wear a mask.

 

Here's a great way to make money: Have rich white parents.

 

*the article title is intentionally troll-y, yes

ALL laws are enforced by white supremacists with guns, aka cops

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IS SUICIDE PREVENTABLE UNDER CAPITALISM?

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JANUARY 28, 2013 [1+2]

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ELEGY

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IN THIS TIME OF GLOBAL ILLNESS & COLLAPSE, ARE YOU REALLY OKAY WITH THE WAY YOU'VE TREATED OTHER PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE?

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don't let western media's coverage of China make you Sinomisic or racist against Chinese people

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december 20th, 2012

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wear a face mask. covid-19 is no joke.

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PSA: get 4 more free at-home COVID tests, US residents!

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illness & collapse

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Abuse Apologism 1997

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december 7th, 2012

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november 20th, 2015 — 7:22am

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solidarity means that you take action as if you genuinely believe that every other human being's life is just as important as yours.

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new ANTIHEROINE. post, by me:

who cares? it's not illegal to be a shitty person *shrug*

 

here's a link to a post you can share on instagram, if you want

 

i begrudgingly use instagram
even though i'm most likely
already "shadowbanned"
on all four of my accounts

november 28th, 2012

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you could make this place beautiful

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Monday, November 21st, 2022

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1 in 5 adults who get COVID become Disabled with Long COVID. Stop fucking around with those odds. Wear a fucking mask.

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[NEW article] What's suicidism? The systemic oppression of Suicidal people.

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062612 sea salt.txt

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Learn the facts about hMPXV (aka monkeypox): Signs, symptoms, diagnosis, & treatment 😷 (i wrote this)

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the water that brings this wounding cold

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the desire for a pure future / is one of my most unreasonable & unrealistic drives

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content creator? more like i'm a DIScontent creator... lol...!!! (pls don't steal my joke thankx)

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😌 happiness is overrated

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[poem] what i told her { from my forthcoming poetry book, SEASONGS, b.12.12.12 }

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solidarity & high school

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i really wanted to send this to you on july 6th, but then i didn't

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vulnerability.txt

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091813 attention.txt

Posted by s on Jun 18, 2022

The light of my electronics
is too bright.
An echo in the night.
Always, always something
calling for the most expensive
currency. The most expensive
currency you dole out
daily: attention.

 

# 2013
# poetry

bullets & windchimes

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🌌 constellations.txt — 2013 january 16th

Posted by s on Jun 07, 2022

i burst open my own wounds

and cut open my own flesh, like

stars: twinkling and constellating

in the reflection of the moon, simply

mirroring the sunlight.
burning, burning.

-- to the ground.

2013 january 16th

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# poetry
# 2013
# space songs
# moon songs

i'm never going to tell anyone my secrets again

Posted by s on May 19, 2022

[poem] the geography of your body

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[poem] alone on the california coast

Posted by s on May 06, 2022

alone on the california coast
and i often wish i were the only human being in the world
so that nobody can hurt me
and i can't hurt anybody else

 

 

 

# poetry # written this morning

🌄 untitled on a sunday morning, 2012

Posted by s on May 01, 2022

has had [͖̮͙̀̆̑ṛ͔̤̒̍͗ë͎̀̾͟͜d̨̲͓͂̉̀ḁ͉̫̈͞͡c̨̡̠̓̃͠t͍͚̣̽̀͠e̱͔̺̎̌͝ḏ̠̳͊̒͝]̹̜̖̉̄͘ erased from their memory. Please never mention that relationship to them again.

Posted by s on Apr 22, 2022

My parents never asked me "have you eaten yet?" because they don't love me

Posted by s on Apr 14, 2022

🌔 moonsongs.02222012

Posted by s on Apr 12, 2022

PSA: U.S. Residents can order a 2nd set of free COVID-19 at-home tests now

Posted by s on Mar 27, 2022

Crying about capitalism, Part I [2020.03.09]

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