Posted by 水仙 on Jan 28, 2023
this post, is like, super important to me. i first wrote this in 2018, about an idea for a project i had in 2017.
Writing the below draft over 5 years ago, in January 2018,
about an idea you first had in March 2017,
but really you first had this idea in 2016, & 2015, & February 2014...
& never feeling like you have had even a MOMENT of sanity or stability or housing stability in your ENTIRE life until now, 2023, to publish it."
— 水仙, on January 24th, 2023.
Read: IS SUICIDE PREVENTABLE UNDER CAPITALISM?
I think what I was trying to say was,
"Suicide is almost impossible to prevent in a universe where people actively shun, abuse, and at best, misunderstand suicidal people."
I think what I was trying to say was,
"It's hard not to feel suicidal in a universe that doesn't give a shit about you, in a society that fears you, straps you down, and literally tranquilizes you instead of being brave enough to ask why you feel the way you feel and why you're doing what you're doing."
I think what I was trying to say was,
"It's hard not to feel suicidal when you're marginalized and living under capitalism."
Read now: IS SUICIDE PREVENTABLE UNDER CAPITALISM?
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